最近狂爱听somewhere only we know。强烈渴望隐身术，渴望那种没有任何生命迹象的地方。

当我的键盘下终于出现了“渴望”、“生命”这类精神错乱的词，那就是，又到年底了。

然而，生命里毕竟还是有值得流连的事吧，为什么心境从来如此颓败？

 

不免想起红枣的故事。前天中午单位食堂供应发糕，是自助餐，发糕被切成一小块一小块的，上面沾着红枣。有一个人，站在发糕的盘子前，拿筷子将红枣一颗一颗、一颗一颗地夹下来，放到自己的盘子里。她站在那里夹红枣的样子，非常的专注，非常执着。

 

将这件事情讲与COCO听，哈哈大笑。然而现在我不觉得可笑了，我羡慕她，至少还有红枣，值得她专心致志获取。

i am sitting down here  but hey you can't see me

 

your words cut rather deeply  they're just some other lies

i'm hiding from a distance ,

i've got to pay the price defending all against it

i really don't know why you're obessed with all my secrets

you always make me cry

you seem to wanna hurt me no matter what i do

i'm telling just a couple but somehow it gets to you

but i've learned how to get revenge and i swear you'll experience that one day

 

i am sitting down here  but hey you can't see me,

kinda invisible ,you don't sense my stay

not really hiding not like a shadow

just thought i would john you for one day

 

i am sitting down here but hey you cann't see me

i'm trying not to avoid you just don't wanna hear your voice

when you call me up so often i really don't have a choice

you're talking lie you know me and wanna be my friend

but that's really too late now i won't try it once again

you may think that i'm a loser that i don't really care

you may think that it's all forgotten

but you should be aware

cause i've learned to get revenge

and i swear that you'll experience that some day

 

i'm sitting down here but hey you can't see me

kinda invisible you don't sense my stay

not really hiding not like a shadow

just thought i would john you for one day

 

 

 

我的忍耐度就很低。

帅哥说，股市有风险，工作最稳定。

我都没有动手写过稿子了。

今天居然写完了一篇，

真不敢相信还我没有忘记那些ctrl c and ctrl v.

我从上周五作完版就开始琢磨着写这个稿子，

计划周末把它写完

然后周末想着周一写完

周一一边看着牛股在成本线下面冲击一边写稿子

周二继续看着牛股挣扎一边写稿子

周二晚上还写了两个小时

今天，多么神奇的一天

我没有上呀虎财经，没有上MSN，

我专心写稿子。然后在下午三点半的时候我写完了稿子

然后我上去一看，牛股解套了。

于是我回家买了一袋香脆枣慰劳自己

然后打电话告诉老妈股票解套的好消息

结果我老妈说，我跟你爸天天看电视里的股评信息，看的心惊肉跳的。

听的我心惊肉跳的

幸亏没告诉他们我买的是哪只牛股。